I had my second blood draw this morning and I’m a ball of nerves. I know there is nothing I can do to help my hcg rise. This will either be a healthy pregnancy or it won’t. That doesn’t mean I won’t worry about it.
I’m supposed to be working, but I can’t concentrate. I decided to run reports, which I usually don’t do during the work day as it ties up my laptop from using most other applications. I’m only running the reports now so I can waste time doing other things (like write this) to keep my mind from wandering to places it shouldn’t be. It doesn’t help that most of the people I work with are on vacation this week, so it’s super quiet.
I told my sister and BIL last night. I picked her up from the airport and couldn’t not tell her. It was so much fun to see her reaction. I honestly think she was more excited than Cork and me. We’ve both been through so much over the past two years, it’s hard to let ourselves be excited yet. I think we’ll both start getting excited if today’s numbers come back ok. I’m sure it won’t feel real and we won’t relax until we’ve heard a heartbeat. Right now we’re just hopeful and praying that we have a healthy pregnancy.
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